just know i tried my best to fight; May 13, 2008

i am exhausted after coming back from the stupid la passion rehearsal at barker.
there’s really no point in putting in so much effort anymore when everyone knows it’s going to suck.
it’s was doomed since the very beginning, when the script was written.
i would gladly fall sick so conviniently on friday and saturday.

haha, it’s ironic how i was going to blog about things,
and then they occur.
some coincidence.

so if i don’t come home tonight,
just know i tried my best to fight.
please don’t leave me here alone
to the night.
and curse the moon so dull and bright,
my heavy soul can’t stand the light.